Your promises...they look like lies.
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Name: that was then. . .
Birthday: 3/6/1990
Gender: Female


Interests: everything that i want and dont have.
Expertise: annoyance and rebellion.
Occupation: persistant job pursuit.
Industry: kitchen appliance naming


Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM: i died. no more IMs.
MSN: no.
Yahoo: nope.
ICQ: nuh-uh.
Jabber: not even.


Member Since: 6/19/2004

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Friday, May 11, 2007

Currently Listening
Absolution
By Muse
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wow..... some people.....

somebody paid two random people a good amount of money to send these to BJ

 

 

Date: May 5, 2007 5:07 AM

Subject: dude i saw rachel
Body: fuck the shit out of this emo fag, im sorry man.. did you think she was your girlfriend?




Date: May 5, 2007 5:17 AM

Subject: hey dude
Body: i saw your chick rachel blowing some guy over the weekend
thought you should know

they like, didn't even go into a private room, just right out there on the couch in front of everyone


Tuesday, May 08, 2007

uhg. my boy thing wants to marry me....


Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Currently Listening
A Fever You Can't Sweat Out
By Panic! At The Disco
Time To Dance
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these are the ONLY  guys that are on my good side right now and the only ones that i want anywhere near me; Mark Harbison, David Christison, Tyler Zurcher, and any of the Miligan boys. if you are of the male gender and are not one of the above listed, dont you fucking touch me!


Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Currently Listening
Numb Pt. 1
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who do i want to be?

who do i love more? the people who made me happy when i was alone, who have been there for me best they could, and have been faithful all the way through but still managed to break my heart? or my God who has planned a better life for me than the one that i would follow on my own, has provided a way for me to find peace, forgives me when i ask him to, but has not allowed me to feel his presense for several years of difficulty?

who do i trust more? someone who i have known and been close to for years, who has loved me and comforted me, yet caused me excrutiating pain and the feeling of being used? or someone i have known for a short time, who takes care of me like no one ever has, loves me more than anyone has as long as i live the way i should, but does not trust many of the people i care about?

what do i want more? to live the way i have been which was free and fun, but dark, carelessly fearless, enthrallingly dangerous, but degrading and deceitful? or the way ive recently come across that is a difficult path to follow, but is certain, and has a rewarding promised destination?


Friday, April 13, 2007

its just nice to know when someone cares...

"I wrote this for you



How shall thou test my love?
Like when I hold your flowing ruby hair to my chest,
And keep your tranquil body in my arms to rest.
When I reminisce of the moments I kissed your cheek
Expecting my lips, you catch me in mid flight,
And keep me still to stand there and grasp your hands tight.
Charmed by your beauty with are lips linked in place to savor the sweet moment
And feeling your love channel through me to fill my heart with warmth.
Tis glory to catch you off guard and lay my lips on the side of your face
And watch as my love makes you blush cherry and smile with such beautiful grace
Our affection intertwining as we hold each other and feel our exploding romance
And stare at each other in serene affection with are eyes fixated, in trance
The ascending of my emotions from the moment are eyes met
Till the last second we kissed that will never let me forget
Is my love sincere?"



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